Point A to Point D Then Back to A

It's been a day since I lost my cat. More like gave up, unwillingly - might I add. And it's all because of my impulsive yet unbearable brother. This month has been hell for me, and I don't even get something in return for my efforts. Kuya just has this feeling that he has met his destiny. 'The One'. I scoff. 

I don't believe in these superficial things anymore. You are not meant to have that one person just right off the bat. True love is something you grow into. You adjust every so slightly but somehow earth-shaking. It boggles your mind every now and then. You realize that the person is worth all of your efforts. I'm getting of living. Breathing. 

I just want to end it all. 

So back to this girl and kuya. This girl is the most toxic person you've ever seen in your entire life. She masks herself of all the bad things, like a wolf in sheep's clothing. She is manipulative. Deliberately pushing away my brother with all the talks about open relationships and her ex-boyfriend giving her a hickey to mark her. I mean, that's some toxic ideology (even though I do it sometimes, especially when I feel threatened). Still. To tell my brother about this is on a whole other level. It's psychotic. She and kuya should have parted ways when he gave her the scrapbook of all the things they've done for the past month.