Putting Myself Out There 1/31/23

    Firstly, I'm an introvert. I don't like noisy spaces. I get tired of talking to people. I'm awkward. I don't have social skills nor am I that interesting. Other people are loquacious than me. And it's okay. Don't need to fret over small things, bestie. But anyways, when I'm with other people, I do my best to initiate conversations. Like, ask them how they're doing or what are they doing recently. Things I don't get to receive myself. People don't usually ask me these things because God knows why. That's why when people suddenly ask me a question out of the blue, I get all tongue-tied and stutter so much or I say something completely off the topic. This is a recurring occurrence, and it doesn't faze me at all. 

    This conversation came up because I went to TUP  - Taguig a couple of hours ago. I might say, I'm quite envious of TUP. PUP is a bunch of stuck-up, law-abiding snobs. Like just for getting the course curriculum or grades, they require special powers of attorney for those who are not related to the person. At TUP, they just ask for the authorization letter, and they didn't even ask for my ID! Nor Lemuel's for that matter. TUP has e-sports, and other organizations (Lemuel was a part of W-Corps, a Japanese-centered club). PUP has nothing. Nadda. Nothing that piques the interest of the students. Why have those when we can use your courses as your clubs, right? Eeek. I really want to say to upcoming years that they should turn back and not waste their time with PUP. It's a living hellhole. No one wants to teach here either. They don't even last for a while because you are overloaded with administrative work while juggling classes that are either not related to your specialization or an influx of first years to fourth-year classes.