Calming myself with thoughts

Well, for starters, playing Apex is still fun and an amazing experience. This could be something like a job or whatever. It would be nice if I started streaming too, you know, just to get that extra dollah. Harhar. Anyways, the reason why I'm calming myself down is that I just finished playing Impostor Factory. I don't know, I feel nostalgic these days. Hmmm, aren't I always nostalgic? There's always something whimsical about my youth. Back then, I abhorred the feeling of being with immature kids. When in reality, I've just forgotten that I was a kid as well. Immature and an impostor, really. It was like I was trying to prove to myself that I was better off than my peers. Oh, man. How I'd wish I could get back to talking with my former classmates. They might come off as annoying, but hey. I just thought of an idea. 

What if I can reverse time, like in those manhwas. My current consciousness is still intact, of course. I mean, what would I do differently? Maybe I won't be as angry, depressed, or annoyed with people that aren't in my life anymore.